Dark without light

when i open my eyes at nights,and it comes the time to think,i feel nothing but emptiness...i feel that in the middle of ages i have lost something,i have lost myself...sometimes nights are so dark,that i get afraid,i get afraid of my own thoughts..i want to escape,i want to run away,but i also want somebody to hold my hands and just walk in the dark streets with me,and its no matter where i,ll reach.. when i close my eyes at nights,i think there is no a door that will take me to the light of a day,there is no any solution,there is no any hope... dark without any ligit,its terrible for me,i can,t stand it,but i need to suffer,but i have to suffer to realize the price of happiness...