Today in the morning when I woke up, suddenly I understood that I have been spending a standard life. The same predictable actions and feelings make my life too boring. And as my summer holidays I have spent without doing anything useful and as i now realize that, I feel something like stress, and as I always write when I have a bad temper, I decided to write something in my blog, At first I decided to write something that will encourage me and make me feel peace, but I understood that nobody will read it as they don,t care, and will only click in the button ,,Like,, on fb without reading it in the case if I share it on my wall, so I am not writing things like ,, Life is wonderful and I,ll chase my dreams if I try hard,,.
I now understand that so much responsibilities make me not enjoy my free time,Thw Whole summer I have dreamt of sleeping much and reading the books I have gathered the whole year I even haven,t left Armenia for the last ten years to see the world, I had much plans for this summer, but I do noting, as I had only one free mouth and I have spent it for other people not me.
One of my acquaintances whom I have known for a long time,always thinks only herself and now I envy her as she always does whatever she wants. Why cant I be like her???I don,t know. My friends are having a rest in different parts of Armenia, so I have nobody to meet with, I miss them very much, I have some old friends, that It seems have forgotten about me, so I am going to visit my aunt to talk with her a bit.
