A letter for my brother........
We got it yesterday but as my brother isn`t here now I took it to keep for him. I had a terrible wish to open it, but of course I coludn`t do it. So I hided so that no one could find it but I thought about it the whole day. It was a letter from a friend. But I knew that there had to be written words that were much deeper like feelings that should`t be shown.
You know when you wish the world to be only yours, you want the sun to warm only you and the stars to be your property and you can say about these things no one els but someone who can`t hear. When you want to love someone but there is no one who understands you, so you ensure yourself that it`s cool to be alone but whole you with your soul, and heart and body eager someone`s hugs though it is summer and it is too hot.
You know you just can`t say anyone that sometimes it seems to you that you are a bit crazy dreamer because every time a star falls down you make a wish to create someting that hasn`t been created yet. Even you can`t say that you believe that some day all wars in the world will end and peopl will stop hating each other. It`s stupid but however you believe in it. You just can`t say that from time to time you wake up with strong wish to escape from everything and everone but you also can`t ran away because ther are something and someone who strongly hold you.
You just can`t say anyone that you find morning terrible beautiful because they remind you of the mornings that you wake up with him, and also you can,t just say anyone that mornigs spending together just dreams that you have seen during long nights and you can just say no one that you dream of having a ship that will take you to the Wonderland and people just shouldn`t know that you know about the existanc of Eldorado because sometimes people used to spoil your dreams.
I think so. My bad but people really can break you.
But also I think that from time to time you share everything you have with someone you know or even don`t, but It`s like moments when you need to tell someone about your dreams, your scares, your feelings and you feel like you will die if you don`t do it and when you do this you give someone a chance to hurt you...
I thought that the letter that my brother got was about his friend`s dreams, wishes, worries, scares,thoughts and I called my brother, he laughed at me and asked me to open it. He has already known what it is. I opened it....
There was just one dollar and nothing else...
Sometimes you just can`t say anyone that you think that a letter with one dollar is a love confession letter............................
