It`s about a society which doors are closed, closed for others. But it has founders and sometimes one of them open the window to air this unknown society. It`s called Fram, people have no idea what it means, but if you search it on google, you will find interesting facts,. The same name had the sheep of Fridtjof Nansen and it was built to be used in the expeditions of the Arctic and Antarctic regions. It was the strongest sheep in that times and it means ``Forward``. I just mention this fact but no one really knows if the name of the secret society is named in honor of Nansen or not, maybe it means something different. For example ``Free Races around Mountains`` or something else. No one even knows what ideology they have. And this is what that I was told by one of the founders. I can`t give her name because I swore to keep it in a secret until my death so this is the secret that I will take with me to the grave.
``You surely know what means terribly be tired of a life without anything strange. I mean you are teen and you feel you can break every limit of the races and you can leave your own traces in this huge world. But you become elder and you start changing your dreams just because you understand that you have too great dreams and they will never come true. This is the result of our education. They make you at least understand that you have nothing special and different, and strange in you. And what you do next??? You start studying things that are forbidden as you need to find mistakes. Someone becomes famous, someone dies in a street, someone lives whole life without looking for answers, someone decides to be just happy, someone finds a job and deceives himself that he has everything he needs, someone is just too scare to do the first step, and someone is lazy to wake up too early to run in the mornings. And what are people looking for. They look for anything that will make them not think about nonsense of this empty world. I know what you think. You think why a woman who is beautiful, lucky, has a good job and a perfect boyfriend is thinking darkly. And maybe you will be right because this is the question I can`t answer.
I just want to tell how it begins. You know you have friends, relatives, brothers or sisters and maybe also some other people who are always around you but you can`t call them neither friends nor enemies and so you are surrounded with people who don`t listen to you, don`t know what you think what you dream about. And you want find someone with whom you will be fond of discussing you favorite books or the last film you have watched. By the way I have seen the Smile of Mona Lisa and I advise you to watch it by all means. So, I wanted to find some people who would have the same feeling. And I put a short message on Internet which declared this. ``People who have discovered the secrets of hell and still are alive, come and see the rare flower I have brought from the moon.`` Then I wrote the place and time we were going to meet.
When I turned off my computer, I was sure, none would come, but there were 6 people waiting me in the place I can`t say anyone in my life. So everything started………………….
Be sure sometimes I find my happiness in my madness.``
