The speed of time can not be controled but I would like to have such a tool. My thoughts are again about time. I do not understand the speed of time, I do want... My special year has been as special as I have thought, though it passes too quick.
Everything started from a ship. "Fram"- the ship of my dreams came to Hamburg. When some years ago i read the book of it, I decided I would see it by all means, because it is the ship that reached to the places it wants. It is for me a symbole of fulfilled goals and dreams. And I could not imagine that the ship would come to me. It brought some magic to my life. I looked at it and suddenly I got it." Probably life is a ocean with many icebergs and the people are ships. Some ships are broken, when they choose dangerous waves.But they are always remembered. Some chose easy waves and they live long life but they never get something great in a result:middle life middle chances. Some ships stay in a harbor, but the ships are not for it and they are always forgotten........"So it came to make me believe my year will be special..
Then I was able to see a new part of this huge world: a new country with a culture and hot people, a new place where the see and the city met each other every day and they had always something to tell each other. The view from a castle was fantastic. I can not exactly explain, but you know you want to keep your breath to enjoy each minute and keep in you, in your memory. You understand that you have lived some days in vain before, as you have not guessed that there is such a place in world, such a heaven, you can look and look forever. I could not stay long because I had to go. But I wanted to go back there. I was so sorry that I did not know the way. But in a year filled with surprises it was meant to me to see this place one more time. I walked in the streets of the foregin city. You know, sometimes your decisons lead you. And it happened so that without knowing I found the way. And the second time when I was present at the meeting of my both foreigners, we became close friends and I gave a promise to The city of Love and The See of Passion to be happy.. I had a feeling that everything were meant to be mine, would be mine.
There was a garden. Not all people were allowed to enter it. Probably because of the unique flowers and plants that there were. And suddenly I got the tickets from someone foreign. My choice lead me to a right place.Truly said I can not define what means "Choice".If that was my choice or it is just a fate. I really did not know. It was one of the gifts of my year...
The trip I had made some time later, I called a trip of changes, as during this trip I met someone from my past and she changed so that I could not imagine it was possible. And I was changed too.I knew that we changed every day by everyone we met in our Life, but I could not imagine how deep can the faith change someone. I felt the power of faith..I felt the power of changes..... I found something more there but changes. I found suddely what I wanted to have for a long time. It was not matter of speed, It was matter of trying. I had drived motorcycle. The feeling?? The autumn of my year was beautiful...
The end of my year is not so far from me, but it is the start of my next year ;)))
