Every day the God with the sun gives us a chance to change everything that makes us unhappy,

Paulo Coelho

среда, 25 августа 2010 г.

LiKe My LiFe


Like the life, like to wake up every morning and feel that i breathe, like to feel that i live, like the begining of every day....Like to walk in the mornings, like morning,s fresh air,like seeing how the sun rises up, like empty streets, like green trees, like blue sky, like the way I walk, I walk and think, like morning,s clear thoughts, like feel that there is no people whom I hate, like feel that world and people is too kind, like my back way to home......
People start waking up, like their clean faces and greetings, like their good mood in the mornings....like waking members of my family, like making coffee for them, like when they sit and discuss what they are going to do, what plans they have for that day, like to feel that we all have something to do, like discovering day,s challenges,like surprises that the day has preapered for me, like day,s miracles...............
Then we meet in the evenings, like telling them how I spend my day, like our joint suppers, like the way that the sun sits down, like evenings mild wind,like feeling air,s waves that touch my hair..... like nights, nights that brings something more than just darkness...like night stars,like looking at them and dream, like my dreams, like the ending of days, i sleep very late, like thinking in the nights, when everybody sleep, when everybody stop thinking, when day don, feel how the Life is heavy and hard...It seems to me that the world is only mine, that i am very powerful, i can everything, I am the center of the space....
Like weekends, like stay at home with everybody in my family,like meeting with my friends, like my few friends , like our parties, like our conversations, like going outdoor with them, like go for shopping with my mother...like feeling that a new week is going to start....
Like my life, like everything in my life, like my failures that have made me stronger, like my achivements that make me to be pround of myselef....like everybody in my life...my friends make me to have a felling of security, my enimies make me to be more careful.....Like my life.....

A day to remember


u know I remember you very seldom.....When u remind me of yourself....then i remember a day..........it was full of simplicity..we were without our masks,we were what we are in reality,we even didn,t need pretending..and you know,we liked each others faces...i could see everything so clear,that i need no words to explain our wishes..we both knew them.. a day that should be remembered..it was a nice day,day that made us feel happiness and joy...day that made us be sure that all our dreams would come true,and i promised,promised you to come back some day,but now i amn,t sure,i,ll keep my promise,and everything isn,t because of the fate,i just don,t want...but that day should be remembered to prove that in the past we have existed and spent so much time togeter,we have had dreams and shared them..that day should be remembered to prove that there was some time that we were friends...

вторник, 24 августа 2010 г.

PreCious SmiLes


I went for a long journey, I travelled a lot,I visited many countries, saw new places, get new friends and then returned with a disappointment in my heart....I didn,t find it, I was looking for treasures,I was sure I would find it.....I was sure somewhere on the earth there was something especilly for me, I just needed to have courage to go and get it.....I felt nothing but being lost again......It seemed to me I should never win again, everything lost it,s sense....I didn,t ready for new challenges.....I even couldn,t play a game, I was afraid of the results....It was a psychological crisis....And then i discoverd a new phenomenon.....it was a smile, smile of a child.....their little hands, their sweet words, which you never understand.....Are you looking for angles???????? Are you looking for clean souls???? Are you looking for a reson to live, to like your life,to enjoy it, to appreciate every moment of your existance, then look at any baby,s eyes, eyes that smile.....The finding brought new waves with itself, destroyed and rebuilt my life...then i understood that all treasures in the world couldn,t make me have feeling like that....That precious smiles make me forget all my failures, loses, make forget all people that make me suffer...That precious smiles that create a strong wish to become as clean as a child.....

понедельник, 23 августа 2010 г.

Ways of Life


Now I am here, if someone asks me, how i got here, I,ll not be able to answer.....Maybe the answer is too simple ,,I dont knoW,,......when i look back to the ways that I have passed, i realize that only my choices lead me here...it,s not just the matter of the fate, though I don,t believe in it....I remember some pictures from the past, they follow each other,they fill my life with inspiration, with faith and hope...... some have their special places in my memory...you too....I remember you so clear, as if it wasn,t a dream....I remember our meeting...I remember that sunny day, though I hate days lke that.....I remember your eyes, I reacon I worshiped them,they made me fell my nonsense...I remember what i felt, what I thought, .....I remember every reaction of my body... I start study you,my imagination didn,t have any borders...I created you myself, and then the other meetings followed... I looked for the ways which would take me wherever you were, it was a real dream, i Didn,t want to wake up.... and then you disappear.......sometime you return back as a ghost from the past and want to remind of you every time when it seems to me you were a myth....Now I am here, and if someone asks why, I can just answer ,,I dont know,,......

The Hands Of Help


When i sit near the window and look out, first that i notice, are people,s glances, glances that say nothing but malice....no smiles, no greetings.....People,s souls and hearts are closed, they look and don,t see, they have forgotten what means to be kind, people used to see how other are suffering, it,s become natural, and maybe a bit modest to be indifferent...millions of people live on the earth, but they can,t share the space, they can,t stand others happiness, they envy each other, they hate each other without having a reason,they dont want to share the sun, the sky and the wind, people walk at the same streets, but they even don,t want to look each other,s eyes, they hate clean faces... The world needs some cleanings, ....And I wonder why people don,t like each other,why they just can,t live their life without making others feel their indifference...... make people feel your warm, make them believe that you really like them, and there is no need to look for some reasons for doing it, give your hand anyone who needs it, life is too heavy, dont make others life more complicated.......There are people who really need your help, and you can help even with a smile, with words, please, don,t be too lazy.........

пятница, 1 января 2010 г.

an eagle



Once an eagle decided to find out who was the most powerful creature in the world.And it started his searches... when it was flying above the earth,people and animals seemed very little and insignificant ..so it thought that the eagles were the strongest and the most powerful creatures and decided to approach earth to mock and laugh at them,but by approaching the earth he started to understand his inability and unimportance..and he started being afraid of others power..but when he appeared in the sky again,he forgot about everything.. people do the same..when they are alone in their own world,they are almiqhty,and in order to fell their insignificant,they have to compare them with others,with the greatest people..